Dark_ShadoWs apply.

by Dark_Shad Mon Aug 02, 2010 10:54 am

---Steam ID---

STEAM_0:1:8894295

---NickName---

Dark_ShadoW

---Age---

16

---Sex---

Male.

---Experience Level (including any previous admin work)---

I was in Neondragon before

---Average amount of time on our servers per day---

1 @ 2 houres in a day. Because now there are not much admins/members online anymore. so I can't play on a server with tk. and freekills. or a bad commander. But The most I play is at night. around 2-3 AM in the morning. Sometimes at 5 AM.

---Approximately, when did you start playing on our servers---

I think around 20-25 december 2009

---Do you have a working mic---
Yes.

---The things about me.---

Hello. Like everybody knows. I'm dark_ShadoW. My real name is Thomas.
I live in Belgium. In a house. With a dog called Frits. ^^
The most of the time I spent outside. In the vacation.. When Its school I play mostly on Pc. end making homework for like a half houre..
I don't do many sports.. Only bodybuilding. I think its called like that. sometimes I do that.
Normal I do horseriding. The only problem is. My horse just kicks me off him to the ground. So I want another horse.
I live at a city called Moerbeke-waas.. Its like a ghost town. Here is nothing realy nothing to do. So thats why I'm bored so much..

---I like to say something to all members/admins/and regular players.---

I know. I maked much of mistakes. and I want to appologise me for that.
The teamkills were wrong. and The childish behavior Was wrong. The only thing I want. Is another chance. And I realy hope that you can give me that. Because. Some players don't like me. and I saw much players chance when I wasn't a member anymore. I don't want to call names. But We will see. I want to say sorry to koyumu. I said that already. But I want to do it again. I was freaking out. and had a realy bad day. But I'm sorry for that. And I want to sy sorry to quicksilver to. Because I was childish.. to you. and to much other members. And again. I'm sorry for that..

---Why I would join the team again?---

I had a freaking wonderfull time in neondragon. It was a part of my life.. :/
I can't let it go. But the problem is. Whne I'm not a member anymore.. pff. I don't know to say it.. Its killing me that I'm not a member anymore. Because I liked to punish them. When they did a bad thing. I never kicked/banned/slayed somebody for personal reasons. And I would never do it.. The only thing I want back on cs. Is nD*. Because I don't play on other servers. Because they are boring... I think. When I can't be bck in neondragon again. I'm going to delete cs for I while. Because I'm not over the kick. Maybe later I will beonline again. Now the last days.. I was inactive because My friend had some problems. And I was going to party's. But. I would join nD* again. and I want to do 100 % My best for the community.

This is Editted---- Look, Every day I come home And I think in myself. Would I be back in the team? Or would atleast 1 admin or member put something good on my apply. I know I made mistakes. I know I need to work on my behavior. But Why would nobody give me atleast 1 chance? 1 month? When there is no change. You kick me out. And I'm done. Then you will never see me again. Now I think every day. I'm stupid to do that childish.. I want that people can see that I can behave. But when everybody post like ancient. Nobody will give me a chance. The only thing I wantn is that people can see that I can behave. That I can think and act like a Older man. Like quicksilver or Ancient. But why you don't give me the chance to proof it?

I hope you liked to read this all.
And cya. Greatz Dark_ShadoW

by swarley Mon Aug 02, 2010 11:03 am

Pro's: Nice application
Age
Cons: Haven't seen u playing in a while
Childish

no from me but anyways
Good luck

by Coffeecake Mon Aug 02, 2010 11:20 am

PROS: good application.
active on forums
CONS: has already been kicked from nD.
often childish.(stopped now)
inactive on servers.

well even though you have been a member before,im afraid its gonna be a no from me. im sorry but i cant think of a nicer way to say it

by **QuickSilver** Mon Aug 02, 2010 12:06 pm

Pro's:
- you've been a member before
- Age
- Good application

Cons:
- You got kicked from nD
- You're on strike 1
- You can be very childish at times
- Inadequate moderating when you were a member

Conclusion:
So listen Thomas.. You got kicked for 2 very valid reasons in my opinion. On top of that, you sometimes forget that you have to set an example as a moderator and to not go and break our own rules ( http://neondragon.forumotion.co.uk/trash-f53/accepted-dark-shadow-teamkilling-t5031.htm). Your responses in that thread about that show to me that you did not respect the rules and that you didn't even care to think about possible consequences.

Also, when you got kicked, you made a very fail ban thread ( http://neondragon.forumotion.co.uk/trash-f53/declined-atan-my-4ngel-spawnbugabuse-t6125.htm), which led me to question your knowledge of the rules again.

Out of the current 13 applications for jail, I suspect we will accept 2, maybe 3, MAX 4 guys and I'm sorry, but I've got guys higher up my list than you.

by Dark_Shad Mon Aug 02, 2010 12:19 pm

QuickSilver wrote:Pro's:
- you've been a member before
- Age
- Good application

Cons:
- You got kicked from nD
- You're on strike 1
- You can be very childish at times
- Inadequate moderating when you were a member

Conclusion:
So listen Thomas.. You got kicked for 2 very valid reasons in my opinion. On top of that, you sometimes forget that you have to set an example as a moderator and to not go and break our own rules ( http://neondragon.forumotion.co.uk/trash-f53/accepted-dark-shadow-teamkilling-t5031.htm). Your responses in that thread about that show to me that you did not respect the rules and that you didn't even care to think about possible consequences.

Also, when you got kicked, you made a very fail ban thread ( http://neondragon.forumotion.co.uk/trash-f53/declined-atan-my-4ngel-spawnbugabuse-t6125.htm), which led me to question your knowledge of the rules again.

Out of the current 13 applications for jail, I suspect we will accept 2, maybe 3, MAX 4 guys and I'm sorry, but I've got guys higher up my list than you.

1 thing. Do's the admins look at the people that made another apply to.. I mean. they are responding on mine. But then Its for there own good. Because they have a bigger chance then. And I know you don't want me in anymore. Thats why I will stop playing the game when I'm not a member. I played today.. And some players I have a realy good band with. Like with Nase, Spitz, Spx back then. Darknes.. and kwaakt. But everybody else. I don't think I had a good band. At the beginning with you to. But when you became a admin. I don't know. You changed.. I'm sorry I'm not good enough for you. ^^

by Dark_Shad Mon Aug 02, 2010 12:21 pm

And the Strike 1.. was the first 3 days I played..?

by kami (GER] Mon Aug 02, 2010 12:57 pm

dark_shad

pro:
-u was a member before
-i believe that u could learn to moderate the servers if u rly want to
-friendly of what i saw

cons:
-u got kicked from nD
-u was a bad example on servers
-didn't see u moderating the server
-ur ban requests werent that good, not much proof in it so they got declined

i would say that u got ur one chance as a member, u had to read the rules of the members and u had to agree with them. but then u didnt stick to them on the server, what i think made u get kicked out of nD.
if u get more activ on the servers from now and u try to help some players there or moderate them like regulars can do. if u stick to all rules and when u not fool around with other cts and pay attention to the gameplay. if u make some good ban reports which get accepted and which proves u want the nD servers to be cleaned of the rulebreakers. THEN i would say u should try to make a new application to rejoin the team.
gl anyways.

by Dark_Shad Mon Aug 02, 2010 1:02 pm

kami (GER] wrote:dark_shad

pro:
-u was a member before
-i believe that u could learn to moderate the servers if u rly want to
-friendly of what i saw

cons:
-u got kicked from nD
-u was a bad example on servers
-didn't see u moderating the server
-ur ban requests werent that good, not much proof in it so they got declined

i would say that u got ur one chance as a member, u had to read the rules of the members and u had to agree with them. but then u didnt stick to them on the server, what i think made u get kicked out of nD.
if u get more activ on the servers from now and u try to help some players there or moderate them like regulars can do. if u stick to all rules and when u not fool around with other cts and pay attention to the gameplay. if u make some good ban reports which get accepted and which proves u want the nD servers to be cleaned of the rulebreakers. THEN i would say u should try to make a new application to rejoin the team.
gl anyways.

The only problem is. I got much of proof. at a map. but Its not good enough to get hm banned. and now they don't do anything anymore.. :/

by **SultaN** Mon Aug 02, 2010 1:42 pm

Positive
* He can command
* Was member before
* Good application
* Knows the rules
* Very friendly
* Doesn't get angry that fast

Negative
* Acts childish at certain times
* Inmature
* Doesn't really help if teammates sometimes.
* Didn't really did his job good when he was member & got kicked

by Magicman Tue Aug 03, 2010 6:41 am

Positive:
- Good application.
- Know the rules, since he was an ex-member.
- Friendly guy.

Negative:
- You got kicked from the team for a several reasons.
- Acts childish from time to time.

Conclusion: I dont know. I would like to have you back if you could better youre behaviour. GL!

by Dark_Shad Tue Aug 03, 2010 11:59 am

Magicman wrote:Positive:
- Good application.
- Know the rules, since he was an ex-member.
- Friendly guy.

Negative:
- You got kicked from the team for a several reasons.
- Acts childish from time to time.

Conclusion: I dont know. I would like to have you back if you could better youre behaviour. GL!

I'm doing that now. ^^ But I'm sure I will not be in. Because some admins think. That I can't proof myself. that I can behave..

by **Ancient** Tue Aug 03, 2010 3:29 pm

You are very childish and I doubt that you will change your attidute when you get recruited.

+1 Quicksilver & a no from me.

by **nase** Wed Aug 04, 2010 12:58 pm

After Dark saw that Quicksilver and Ancient are already against him, he asked to post a conversation we had some weeks ago, because he describes his situation and shows that he really wants to come back:

Code:: Montag, 12. Juli 2010 18:56 - ^1DT-^7Dark_Shadow^4.NL: Nase. 18:57 - ^1DT-^7Dark_Shadow^4.NL: explain now :s /// why he got kicked 18:58 - nase: wait i will take my pizza 18:58 - nase: then ok? 18:58 - nase: 2 minutes 18:58 - ^1DT-^7Dark_Shadow^4.NL: ok 19:02 - nase: ok 19:04 - nase: well, all what ive seen recently from you is teamattacking and teamkilling, you also got a very serious warning from quicksilver because u teamkilled oempaloempa when u remember it; no one saw that u are on strike 1 already when we accepted you; also u say urself that everyone in this community is too serious and that u want to make everything funny but you take stuff too less serious and make too much fun out of everything and the last reason i just saw today when u wrote this thread where u wrote "i gave my best" is that when this was your best, i cant agree with you anymore because you didnt persuade at all 19:06 - ^1DT-^7Dark_Shadow^4.NL: But. 19:06 - ^1DT-^7Dark_Shadow^4.NL: The only problem is. 19:06 - ^1DT-^7Dark_Shadow^4.NL: Yes. 19:07 - ^1DT-^7Dark_Shadow^4.NL: That night We teamattackt. 19:07 - ^1DT-^7Dark_Shadow^4.NL: and I tk because Dazo. shotted me in the head hole the time. 19:07 - ^1DT-^7Dark_Shadow^4.NL: and the opther one to. don't know name anymore. ^^ 19:07 - ^1DT-^7Dark_Shadow^4.NL: It was stupid I know that. 19:07 - ^1DT-^7Dark_Shadow^4.NL: Look. 19:07 - ^1DT-^7Dark_Shadow^4.NL: When I wasn't a member. 19:08 - ^1DT-^7Dark_Shadow^4.NL: We maked fun togheter right? when I became a member. It all dissapeird (sorry for mistakes) 19:08 - ^1DT-^7Dark_Shadow^4.NL: Pn. Is way to serieus 19:08 - ^1DT-^7Dark_Shadow^4.NL: When we make some fun; 19:08 - ^1DT-^7Dark_Shadow^4.NL: (not tk) 19:09 - ^1DT-^7Dark_Shadow^4.NL: Then hes overreacting. and then we don't have fun anymore. Because of pn. 19:09 - ^1DT-^7Dark_Shadow^4.NL: Some members were realy fun. 19:09 - ^1DT-^7Dark_Shadow^4.NL: like you. quick. kwaakt. and some more. 19:09 - ^1DT-^7Dark_Shadow^4.NL: but the most of them are I don't know how to say it. 19:10 - nase: its not only about the teamkill and the fun 19:10 - ^1DT-^7Dark_Shadow^4.NL: Its like the community is with groups. That members are a group. and other members are a group 19:10 - nase: you take stuff too less serious like i said before 19:10 - nase: and want to make too much fun up 19:10 - nase: and u teamattacked and teamkilled even before that cases with dazo 19:11 - ^1DT-^7Dark_Shadow^4.NL: Yes. 19:11 - ^1DT-^7Dark_Shadow^4.NL: with oempaloempa. 19:11 - ^1DT-^7Dark_Shadow^4.NL: else I didn't ^^ 19:11 - ^1DT-^7Dark_Shadow^4.NL: Normal I'm extremely against tk. at the moment that I get the warning. 1 tk. = a kick. 19:11 - ^1DT-^7Dark_Shadow^4.NL: But. 19:12 - ^1DT-^7Dark_Shadow^4.NL: I want to have 1 chance to let me prove. I can take things serieus. 19:12 - ^1DT-^7Dark_Shadow^4.NL: Give me 1 month. 19:12 - ^1DT-^7Dark_Shadow^4.NL: Observe me. 19:12 - ^1DT-^7Dark_Shadow^4.NL: Let all members and admins know it. 19:12 - nase: we will discuss you again on the next admin meeting ok? until then i cant do much 19:12 - ^1DT-^7Dark_Shadow^4.NL: Ok. 19:12 - nase: im admin for 1 day now myself 19:12 - ^1DT-^7Dark_Shadow^4.NL: I know. 19:12 - ^1DT-^7Dark_Shadow^4.NL: Just tell them. 19:13 - ^1DT-^7Dark_Shadow^4.NL: What I said. 5 seconds ago.. 19:13 - ^1DT-^7Dark_Shadow^4.NL: And its not because ur my friend 19:13 - ^1DT-^7Dark_Shadow^4.NL: I'm asking this to you. 19:13 - ^1DT-^7Dark_Shadow^4.NL: Its a member against a admin. 19:14 - ^1DT-^7Dark_Shadow^4.NL: Like me against koyumu. 19:14 - ^1DT-^7Dark_Shadow^4.NL: or pukata; 19:14 - ^1DT-^7Dark_Shadow^4.NL: or whatever. 19:14 - ^1DT-^7Dark_Shadow^4.NL: When Is next meeting? 19:14 - nase: i think this weekend 19:14 - ^1DT-^7Dark_Shadow^4.NL: Ok. 19:14 - ^1DT-^7Dark_Shadow^4.NL: fine. 19:14 - ^1DT-^7Dark_Shadow^4.NL: Just take a screenshot of it. 19:15 - ^1DT-^7Dark_Shadow^4.NL: of everything. 19:15 - ^1DT-^7Dark_Shadow^4.NL: and tell them.. 19:15 - ^1DT-^7Dark_Shadow^4.NL: Realy. This community is my life. 19:15 - ^1DT-^7Dark_Shadow^4.NL: I can't do anything else on counterstrike then nD* 19:16 - ^1DT-^7Dark_Shadow^4.NL: nD* was my life on cs.. That the only thing I got ^^ 19:19 - nase: do you have anything against me using this chat now in the meeting? 19:21 - ^1DT-^7Dark_Shadow^4.NL: Nop. 19:22 - ^1DT-^7Dark_Shadow^4.NL: And everything I wrote. was true. I'm not going to lie about it.. realy I'm not. I'm serieus now.

by **BodyBuilder** Sun Aug 08, 2010 5:38 pm

Pros -

1. Behaviour in-game

You act very nice and friendly to people while playing, and usually manage to stay calm and controle yourself when a lot of other people would have started to rage instead.

2. Strikes

Okay, so you have one strike for freekilling. However that strike was given last year and you managed to get accepted as a member for the jailserver despite of that. This leads me to believe you were new to the server at that time and the freekills simply were caused by lack of ruleknowledge. For me this strike means nothing, as I know you wouldn't break the rules like that ever again.

3. Commander

You have a good microphone and you can command quite well.

4. Age

Sometimes childish, but I have seen you can act maturely when needed.

5. Application

Very detailed and good application, with your thoughts on why you want to get selected as a member one more time. It shows how much you like this community and that you are ready to do a much better job as a member because you learned from your mistakes and felt how it was to loose your titel.

6. Ex-member

Just recently removed from the team, so you still remember how it was to moderate on the server.

7. Forum activity

Your activity on the forums is good, maybe not the posts of best quality, but still you have an eye over the community and know what is going on.

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Cons -

1. Knowledge of the rules

I am not sure if you are 100 percent sure on the rules, or the correct punishments for specific rule violations. Furthermore I remember you took pretty lightly on the rules even though you were a member and should set an example. Going in the pool, teamattacking and teamkilling for fun.

2. Activity in-game

When was the last time I saw you on the jail server? I don't even remember.

3. Reports

You have made 8 reports, but 4 of them got declined. A succes rate of 50 percent, is not pretty good in consideration of that you were a member and should know how much proof should be added to a report in order to get it accepted.

To me it looks like you really mean it, when you say you learned from your mistakes and you are burning for a second chance. I just wish you would stop fooling around, and follow the rules strictly. Anyway I wish you good luck my friend

by Dark_Shad Wed Aug 11, 2010 7:17 am

East Clubber wrote:Pros -

2. Activity in-game

When was the last time I saw you on the jail server? I don't even remember.

3. Reports

You have made 8 reports, but 4 of them got declined. A succes rate of 50 percent, is not pretty good in consideration of that you were a member and should know how much proof should be added to a report in order to get it accepted.

To me it looks like you really mean it, when you say you learned from your mistakes and you are burning for a second chance. I just wish you would stop fooling around, and follow the rules strictly. Anyway I wish you good luck my friend

2. Because. I can't handle it anymore.. I want to play. But Now just sucks for me. everybody treats me like I don't exsist because I'm not a member anymore. But you see some players that are very respectfull. But like the reactions of some players here. They hate me. So I don't matter what they wrote. But The thing is. When I'm back in the team. I want to see the rules for kicking and banning end slaying again. I will learn them or even set them on paper. I want to give my full support for this community. Its not because I want power. I want to keep the servers clean. and like some people that give reactions here. I kicked them and they didn't know why. Because they made like 2 fk and they don't bother and I kick them then there mad. I know My mistakes. And I want to be serious now and follow the rules very strictely Like Pn. Or quick or acient. Every member or admin makes mistakes. But I maked to much. and I see that now. I just want my life on cs back. When I now play on cs. I don't have fun anymore on other servers. The only thing I want to play on is Neondragon. + The teamattacking and teamkills are true. But swimming in the pool..? It dosn't matter. I just realy want my life back.
I want just 1 month on proof. They can do anything to test me. They can follow me every minute on a day on nD*.
I'm very serieus now. I know my mistakes and I want to proof myself I can behave and that I can follow the rules strictely.

by **Fanta** Wed Aug 11, 2010 1:25 pm

Pro's:
you've been a member before
Age

Cons:
You got kicked from nD
You're on strike 1
You have made some reports that arent worth ban/kick
Now you are desperate to get back in to the team and isnt ok imo.

Conclusion:
I have to say no. You exist even though u arent a member. I existed for some people when i wasnt a member and if im not a member its not like the whole world will go under.
Accept the situation take some chillpills and if its true that you want your life on cs back maybe you should stop playing and get a normal life without ocmputer because its not good for someones health to be addicted to a game...

by Dark_Shad Wed Aug 11, 2010 2:26 pm

Fanta wrote:Pro's:
you've been a member before
Age

Cons:
You got kicked from nD
You're on strike 1
You have made some reports that arent worth ban/kick
Now you are desperate to get back in to the team and isnt ok imo.

Conclusion:
I have to say no. You exist even though u arent a member. I existed for some people when i wasnt a member and if im not a member its not like the whole world will go under.
Accept the situation take some chillpills and if its true that you want your life on cs back maybe you should stop playing and get a normal life without ocmputer because its not good for someones health to be addicted to a game...
I go everyday outside. with friends and girls.. I'm back at 10 PM and normal then I play cs until I'm tired ^^
So don't say I don't have a life.. what I said I want my Life back on CS. Not much people are friendly anymore. Then you see howmuch asslickers they are on neondragon. All 1 goal. Member.. They don't matter about others. The most of them don't.. And when you aren't a member anymore.. you see how much other members/admins can change. I don't know you. And you don't know me. So you don't have nothing to say about me. You never saw me before. So wth are you doing on my apply?

by **Ancient** Sun Aug 22, 2010 2:49 pm

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