Your worst pain

|SuvI| wrote:I was getting from a bar when a guy, who had tried to hit on me, didnt like the fact I wasnt interested.
I was 17 yes underaged but its easy to get into a bar even if your underage.

So the thing got a bit extreme when he came behind me breaking my skull and jaw, I got 3 fractures side of my skull and 2 in my jaw. I never knew what he used to do this to me or even more why.

WTH?

When reading stuff like this I don't wanna be a male anymore...

Tiny Dancer wrote:

|SuvI| wrote:I was getting from a bar when a guy, who had tried to hit on me, didnt like the fact I wasnt interested.
I was 17 yes underaged but its easy to get into a bar even if your underage.

So the thing got a bit extreme when he came behind me breaking my skull and jaw, I got 3 fractures side of my skull and 2 in my jaw. I never knew what he used to do this to me or even more why.

WTH?

When reading stuff like this I don't wanna be a male anymore...

I had 3 operations. first they assembled my skull so it wouldnt have any deformations, after that surgery they set a metal "bars" in my jaw and locked it with a metal wire so I wasnt able to move my mouth for a very long time, they removed one tooth so I could drink my food with a straw. 3rd surgery was for repairing my figures (They didnt get it right at the 1st surgery), but as you see from my pics of today, I think they got all together.

I have few of the pics left, Doctors and we took some pictures for the trial, he was sentenced to a prison with no change to get out for 4months, and to pay from gas, medical, pain and drama that he had coused me.

Come to think of it, I wouldve never started playing, I was ashamed to go anywhere, my head so swallowen, and full of bruses that lasted for 3months.
I had nothing to do, so I took this cs box and my brother helped me install it, he teached me to play, after that, when I was all better, I was hooked. I still went out (after I was again my self).
I met my fiance, but we broke up after I cheated him, all he left me was hes games, he never came back to collect them, and a lot of other stuff, what I still use. He left but we were in a on/off relationship, we were still having something when I met nD... But anyways were separated and not seeing anymore, too much pain, Ive done. Too much pain Ive had. But misery is that drives us sometimes, I would prefer happyness, but its impossible to gain in this hell hole, so I play. I play to be better, I cheat my self that the people I meet are friends, but they arent, well not anywhere close to real friend. I dont go out with my friends only to party and drink, but thats impossible nowadays, work, school, volunteering, all of this to someday have a good financially backed up lifestyle.

Sorry again to open up so much, but I know pain. I know physical and mental, been on my own from 14 hardly ever asked anyones help to get along.

The hours I spend wondering what to do! I have nothing to do than work, school and play.. I more and more drink my self to drunk alone, I take sleeping pills to fall asleep, I feel alone even that I have my whole family and friends supporting me if I need, but I never ask help, Ive tried psychologist and therapist, but they never helped me... Ive used various drugs in my life, I dont use them anymore so much, weed, amphetamine, extacy, methanol, mushrooms, opium... Too much Ive caused self damage, in the prise of my well being. I dont see my doctor anymore, Im very sick, I have type-1 Diabetes, but its killing me inside, I cant control my longterm sugars, and not even my short-term... Im losing my kidneys, liver, eyes, bloodvessels, Im losing my life, in stress, disease, self damage, lonelyness, depression.

Well, this is me alone still surrounded by everyone.
Self pity, bah! Only one to help, is my self, no-one can do anything except me.

Sorry Quick, I screw up my post by clicking edit instead of quote...

Haha I was already wondering where my post went Suvi ^^. Don't worry, it happened to me before aswell.

As I said, I'm fortunate enough to not have had to deal with any mental pain. I guess my worst physical pain came from when my wisdom tooth was pulled. The prcoedure didn't hurt at all, but I got an infection right after. My cheeck got severely swollen and it hurt like hell. At night I could only get 3/4 hours of sleep as it just hurt too much. I thought it was part of the procedure (since it was my first time), but it wasn't. Eventually I went to a dentist and I got some antibiotics for it.

After a week, I returned for the checkup. The swelling was gone, but a small part of the infection/pus was still there. Up to this day I'm still SO happy that I didn't know what the dentist was about to do, because he stuck a sharp pencil like instrument right in the infection! I though I was dying from pain, f*ck that hurt so much! I was dizzy for about 30 mins and then everything was alright.

Here's a photo from how it looked (I looked horrible ):



(Sorry if I scared anyone! The procedure itself was fine and I felt no pain. The infection doesn't always happen, I was just very unlucky that time).

i got a new one...
..I got one of those slushice'ses today ^^ hehe you know what i mean... it hurt like hell...

conex wrote:i got a new one...
..I got one of those slushice'ses today ^^ hehe you know what i mean... it hurt like hell...

bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaainfreeeeeeeezeeee....

and ermm,,,, what do you guys think about getting hit in your balls.. X_x holy crap
or when you ate mexican (really spicy) and the day after you have to go to toilet OUCHOUCOH

KoD wrote:

conex wrote:i got a new one...
..I got one of those slushice'ses today ^^ hehe you know what i mean... it hurt like hell...

bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaainfreeeeeeeezeeee....

and ermm,,,, what do you guys think about getting hit in your balls.. X_x holy crap
or when you ate mexican (really spicy) and the day after you have to go to toilet OUCHOUCOH

that.. jesus christ, feels like your sitting on fire..

smileftw wrote:

KoD wrote:

conex wrote:i got a new one...
..I got one of those slushice'ses today ^^ hehe you know what i mean... it hurt like hell...

bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaainfreeeeeeeezeeee....

and ermm,,,, what do you guys think about getting hit in your balls.. X_x holy crap
or when you ate mexican (really spicy) and the day after you have to go to toilet OUCHOUCOH

that.. jesus christ, feels like your sitting on fire..

heheh.. never tried that ^^ even so.. i eat'en alot of spicy foot... ;D

I have some Lol (nice bump o.o)

-Getting slashed 2 times with a knife hurts.
-Getting beated up by 3 guys hurts
-jumping from the second floor down hurts.
-getting smashed with an Bike hurts
-getting hit by a car hurts
-A kick against your nose hurts
-The slipper of your mom against your face hurts
-An Uppercut of your dad hurts
-An stone against ur head hurts
-Penis between the door hurts (long story...)
-Going to the hospital getting slept in and then waking up without knowing you have no feelings in your legs and falling of the bed hurts (you know a bed above the bed the second bed:P)
-getting hit by the door very hard hurts
-getting hit in your stomach without tightening 6 times hurts..
-getting hit 4 times by the police hurts with those stupid sticks...
-.. a broken heard seems to hurt also.. more then i expected;p

Also when your fingers get hit by an iron door when it slams at the maximum speed kinda hurts. (left hand index and middle finger)
details:

Spoiler:

Can't be arsed to type how it happened at the moment
Luckily it was a flesh wound No bones were broken

The worst pain is when you see some hot chick walking down the street and you know she is not your gf that hurts...

xReii wrote:The worst pain is when you see some hot chick walking down the street and you know she is not your gf that hurts...

Im feeling you.. But something thats even worse is, when you then see her kissing some uglyass tard..

Faatzor wrote:
-Penis between the door hurts (long story...)
p

xD haha.. how the hell did that happen.. i want the long story !!

Hmm, i had some things wichs realy hurted
but since 3 day,s ago i must say i found my hardest pain i ever had.

I had a motor bike accident,
was driving 55km an hour had to do an emergency break but i used my front break a little to hard and the wheel jammed.
withing 1 second i was flying over the road underneath the bike wich weights roughly 220 kg.

Now i can,t walk don,t know how long it will take for i can again
got some burn wounds/ small open wound / knee is 4x thicker then normal
joints and muscles are fucked up.

and every move i still make feels like a orgasm of pain i think its the best way to describe it.
(found out my front crossband in the knee is dammaged so bad and detached so needs operation to remove it and another operation for a new one)

well the biggest pain i ever felt, was when i was 8 years old i think.
we where on a camping with my parents, and there was a big camp fire on the beach. Me as a stupid little child got to close to the fire like 3 meters away from it. haha what i didn't saw was that there where some bricks that where still glowing lying in front of me !! and i planted my foot right in them.. so my whole foot was burned.. and i can tell u that hurts like hell !!
my most painful experience.

well i think my worst pain in my life so far is when i had ear inflammation, it hurts as HELL! everytime i heard something it hurt, everytime i ate it hurt, everytime i drinked it hurt, everytime i did ANYTHING it hurt, and when i say hurt i realy mean HURT as HELL! i could'nt sleep in a week becuse of the pain. but luckely it went away after a week and i went back to school as normal

^skip^ wrote:Hmm, i had some things wichs realy hurted
but since 3 day,s ago i must say i found my hardest pain i ever had.

I had a motor bike accident,
was driving 55km an hour had to do an emergency break but i used my front break a little to hard and the wheel jammed.
withing 1 second i was flying over the road underneath the bike wich weights roughly 220 kg.

Now i can,t walk don,t know how long it will take for i can again
got some burn wounds/ small open wound / knee is 4x thicker then normal
joints and muscles are fucked up.

and every move i still make feels like a orgasm of pain i think its the best way to describe it.

Goodluck mate

thx mate "p

^skip^ wrote:joints

Joints are never a pain...

My worst pain ? well for starters when i whas 11 years old my mother and father died in a car crash so i had to move in to a foster home with ppl i have never meet it dident work out so my granma took me in and i lived there until i whas 17 i moved away from home. the worst part whas that i dident understand id never get to see em again unbtil a few months later. no joke.

But im happy now i got a good gf and a nice life shit happens and gets you out of totch for a while but if you work hard it all works out.

my worst pain was when i had a hockey game and my teammate fall down and i get his icehockey skate in my wrist, so i went in to surgery, and it was blood all over me ..

ive never had any proper mental or physical pain lol.

but anyway worst physical was when i was 7 i fell off a train (not moving) as it was exit and everyone else was getting off and burst my chin open.i didnt see anything and was fine but i put my hand on it and got soaked with blood and paniced lol.wasnt even sore.

and mental nothing really,no girls ever got to my heart to break it ^^.

haha i never let a girl break my heart.. i dont see the point in letting them do that if love comes it will come, and if it go's it go's for now i just enjoy every girl i can get best option when u are young i think. !

Army Of oNe wrote:haha i never let a girl break my heart.. i dont see the point in letting them do that if love comes it will come, and if it go's it go's for now i just enjoy every girl i can get best option when u are young i think. !

Hmhm i thought that also from my age ( 17-19 ) a girlfriend and now its over after 2.5 years. It's so easy to say army but in anyway youll get negative feelings.
In my opinion Under- 18 cant be really serious.